Hey, its 2026 !!

 

Assalamualaikum MySunday Readers..

Huaaa apa kabar semua, seperti biasa gw hadir setelah beberapa musim duren dan musim banjir datang, nah udah musim banjir lagi nih, gw hadir lagi hahaha..

Guys, udah 2026, yes 2026 !!! wowwww, berarti udah belasan tahun sejak blog ini hadir dengan segala kekurangan, kerandoman dan ketidakjelasan hubungan kita #ehh.

Belasan tahun blog ini ada, berarti belasan tahun juga yang mampir kesini menandakan betapa kurang beruntungnya kalian karena membaca blog random hehehe, tapi insyaallah positive ya karena blog gw halal dan BPOM *dilemparmerkuri.

Gw mampir bentar sekedar updating life aja sih, mau kasih tau kalian kalo gw masih hidup hahaha, Alhamdulillah sehat, Bahagia meskipun ya kadang-kadang nangis juga hahaha. Masih menjalani hidup dengan penuh rasa Syukur, dengan memperluas sabar dan tetap berjalan di jalan yang di ridhoi Allah Swt.. Aamiinn

So far gw mulai merasa hidup dengan tenang karena jauh dari spotlight, FYI im not again Instaragammer *tepuktangansendiri . yes since 2022 gw udah gak lagi main Ig, WHY? Entahlah rasanya mau hidup di real life aja, well meskipun banyak ketinggallan news juga sih hahaha, tapi gpp toh masih bisa ketemu di Real Life, ngobrol langsung, telponan juga boleh, siapa tau ada yang kangen suara gw kan *dihh.

Belakangan juga banyak mengalami hal-hal baru yang banyak jadi Pelajaran buat hidup gw, banyak juga kehilangan hal-hal lama yang dirasa udah gak perlu lagi, pertemanan makin sedikit, circle makin kecil, jodoh makin gak keliatan juga hilalnya hahahaha.

Tapi selain itu ada juga Silaturahim yang bisa dilanjutkan setelah sekian lama dengan orang-orang tertentu, ada juga yang kehilangan silaturahim dan contact.

Btw, doain ya gw bisa rajin rajin mampir sini, biar gw juga bisa Latihan jari dan otak biar gak nge-blok bgt.. oh yaaaa, Blog Story #6 udah gw post lho, di postingan sebelum ini. Udah pada baca belum?

Blog Story #5 gw post kayanya tahun 2021 ya hahaha, gillllsss I need 5 years buat nulis 1 cerita doank, emang bener amatiraaannn hahaha, but its oke.. karena selama ini juga sibuk mengalami pasang surut kehidupan, jadi yah ide buat Blog Story juga belum hadir lagi, kalo kalian punya pengalaman dan hal-hal yang bisa gw buatin blog story, boleh lho info ke gw, cerita kalian akan gw tulis dengan cara gw dengan tetap menjaga kerahasiaan, jadi kalo mau cerita soal pacar, gebetan, mantan dll akan tetap AMAN hahahah.

Segitu aja ya mampir gak jelasnya, makin lama takut makin gak jelas, kalian jaga kesehatan ya, cuaca lagi ekstrim banget, hujan dan banjir dimana-mana, udaranya juga jadi dingiiiin banget kaya hati gw *curhattttrooss . jangan lupa tetep berdoa dan minta perlindungan Allah SWT .

Ohhh bentar lagi Ramadhan… Mohon Maaf Lahir Batin ya, lancar-lancar puasanya, jangan lupa undangan bukbernyaaa…

see yaa

wassalamualaikum ..

 

 

[ #6 Blog Story ] The Geometry of Us

 

They say every cell in the human body is replaced every seven years. If that’s true, then the man standing across from me in this crowded place isn’t the same person I met ten years ago. 

In many ways, he’s a stranger now, made of different experiences, different stories, a life that no longer includes me. And yet, when he turns and our eyes meet, ten years of silence disappear all at once. He doesn’t feel like a stranger at all. He feels like a memory that has finally stepped out of hiding and learned how to breathe again.

Back then, we were like two parallel lines, always moving in the same direction, but never crossing. Ten years ago, he was only a distant presence, someone I quietly admired from afar, never brave enough to speak to. 

Today, that long, frozen silence melts into the warmth of a shared cup of coffee between us. There’s no awkwardness, no need to force conversation. The stories flow easily, as if time itself is gently returning all the words we never got to say. This moment doesn’t feel like reopening an empty past, it feels like the beginning of something softer and new. The person I once only dared to look at from a distance is now sitting right in front of me, laughing with me, talking with me, reconnecting a bond that time once placed on pause.

pic : AI

I ask nothing more from the stars. Seeing him again is already enough to heal the quiet space that stretched between us for so many years. I leave whatever comes next to fate, without expectations or demands. All I hope is that this renewed connection brings light into his life, and that from this moment on, kindness continues to find its way to him. 

Sometimes, the most beautiful way to pray for someone isn’t by holding on or asking for more, it’s simply wishing them well, even when they’re finally standing right in front of you.

"A"

3.650 Days

 It was never about how many days passed or how long the time lasted. It was about the strength of a soul that kept choosing to stay, every single second. I still remember, so clearly, ten years ago, asking myself whether the next sunrise would still be mine. Now I understand that these 3,650 days are a miracle, one I am deeply grateful for.

Ten years of dancing in the rain, of finding again the parts of myself that were once lost. Ten years filled with prayers, effort, and tears... tears of pain and tears of joy, born from the courage to keep moving forward, and from the realization that life still holds so many beautiful colors after the darkest seasons; January 14, 2016.

With a heart full of gratitude for every part of my body and every breath I take, I thank myself for not giving up, for choosing not to live in fear, and for continuing to see the world in a deeper, more meaningful way.

Thank you for 3,650 days of learning to love life again, even with all its cracks and imperfections. Thank you for every breath that is still mine.

Dear myself...thank you for staying, for fighting, even when it felt impossible. Today, we have walked through 3,650 days, not as a survivor, but as the Winner of our own story.

Love You Dear Andina :)